have you ever, pushed yourself to love?

have you ever, pushed yourself to love?
love anything
a person, or a job?
have you ever, pushed yourself to love?
love anything
that will not love you back
have you ever, pushed yourself to love?
love anything
that you don't have to love
have you ever, pushed yourself to love?
love anything
that you have ever hate
have you ever, pushed yourself to love?
love anything
that will put an end to you