just a moment ago, i read smita's blog. i'm not a good writer like her, i admit. but there are some things that inspired me (smichi, you're really inspiring! remember, inspiring not copy-cat :p), smita, whom i had small chit-chat with her behind the yellow bus during DaPur, about comfort zone and stuffs, about the future and that kinda awake me. i've been dreaming and sleeping all these times, since i found my comfort zone.
but in 10 months, i will leave, leaving jakarta, my comfort zone, i gotta go there for the sake of my education. i will leave my best friends here, and i'm going to brisbane with my classmates. amen.
i will leave my friends, my comfort zone, and most importantly, my family. the last thing i mentioned is the only things that makes me happy for leaving them. they act as my chain, they bind me so i limited only to certain things that decent, according to them. i just want to be free, and to me, family is a burden.
random thought on tuesday, 15th september 2009
|
Labels:
midnight thoughts,
random thoughts and quotes
at least, i'm free from this chain of commitment that keep haunting me for this past months. okay, for just a mere second i can take a deep breath and relax, while my mind is thinking about having fun this whole week. well, to be honest i can't think straight because my brain has been drained for the sake of my future and academic life. all i can do right now is let the pressure gone for awhile and let these strains that bind myself loosen up a bit.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)