freedom

what's the meaning of word freedom to you? for me, it's something sacred that should be internalized into yourself. not self in the narrow meaning, but rather in broader meaning, as if the freedom has melted into yourself, merged into you body and soul, it is something that should be solemnly worship by everyone who wants to be authentic, not fake.

for me, somehow conformity just look fake. i'm sorry to the conformers out there who read this, but i personally think that you should be able to make something out yourself rather than conformity with the others. i don't want to make connection between the freedom im talking here to social norms and values, please just don't.

i just wonder, there some things that makes me choose my own way of freedom. i already have plans for my future, but yea, i know i might not as smart as them, but i want to go my own way, walk my own path, and humming my very own melody of life. i want to live my life as i pleased, different from anyone else. i will not give myself up to fate and destiny. i will go against them until my last breath and drip of blood. i don't care how the subway works and a machine operated. i just want to find my way, my own way, free from everything i hate.

to be absolutely free is impossible, because as a creature we must have connections and related to other creatures as well, whether you realize it or not. however, some people say that impossible is nothing. well, such ambiguous things do exist in this world.

i will pursue my very own freedom in my own way, so that the freedom is mine.