rest of the night

i just wanna be quiet for the rest of the night
i don't care about what you think of me
never care and never will
thoughts on my mind
does not allowed me to think that simple
always complex
that's why sometimes they disgraced mine
thoughts that i treasured most
beyond what you perceived
you may think i'm not a loner
but the crucial truth is
i am a loner
i am, the fact is
not the social type
but somehow i hate to be lonely
that is why i'm a paradox myself
my wildest imagination somehow not that wild
only an usual thought of mine
i'm still thinking
and put that on my mind
that the earth is round
like hell i care
nor i will
to care about your perception about me
this loneliness that i have been blessed with
i just have to thank God
for this blessing
another thing
i hate to cover up my face with a mask
a mask of fakeness that i hate most
be true, please everyone
even if it's hurt