no tomorrow

i just cannot breath easily like i used to
the pain that suffocating me every single time i tried
to take a deep breath so i shall be free
some nasty thoughts that burdening my head
don't know how to ease that
gloom that had haunted my for these past years
but i don't know why
it's just disappeared for these past two weeks
but no, it's not vanished
it is my unconscious mind suddenly sealed it
but now, it has returned to where its' belong
all over again, covering myself, my truly self up
leaked, staining everything its' passed
and explode like atomic bombs
as if
there are no tomorrow